I'm still dreaming !

I know I want things always that won't happen ,but I still hold onto it ,so I can fly when I imagine it ,in my
bedroom ,I imagine the prince charming holding my hand ,taking my breath away ,kissing the back of my hand and fly with him away,my cheeks turn to pink ,as if he try to make me sink ,all of the inner in my body try to resist ,but I still keep stay and gaze at him ,in the way I would distract him,he gives me a swift kiss,I
won't push him by that way of surprising me ,I kiss him back ,he  fits me so good ,his soft lips are breathtaking ,he keep still and deeps the kiss,we gaze at each other trying to take our breaths ,he kisses me forehead and say words,that I don't recognize ,but I keep still and I hug him inside my hands ,feeling his warmness on my chest,he keep holding me in silence too,but when I took of my hands he disappears ,and I was in my room holding my pillow ,what pity I'm .